I’m feeling a bit inhibited. I think this is due to not having closure on my first module – Drawing Skills. I will receive my grade for this next week.
Also, it’s a bit “fussy” always ensuring there are no spots on my prints and that the edges are clean and well placed. I can understand the reason for this as it is a discipline. But I feel like a round peg at the moment. Squeezing myself into an uncomfortable space is not helping me to get into flow creatively. I’ve thought about this a lot. I dont want to switch modules as it’s a bit late for that. But my instinct is to take the prints that didn’t work as actual finished outcomes in their own right and cut them up for collage – a favourite medium/method of mine. It’s a messy and instinctive way of creating images which a like. It is in contrast to the immaculate, almost OCD approach required for Printmaking.
I shall persevere with the Printmaking module. It has the potential for being frustrating but fun. It is a big thrill to pull a print that meets the strict criteria for a finished outcome. I like a challenge. I was nearing exasperation for the first few attempts at creating prints that met the grade. Things are improving very gradually.
I’m aiming to submit for assessment in November 2021. This gives me roughly 6 weeks between assignment submissions, plus a bit of wriggle room. It should be plenty if I get the basics right now.
I officially started this module on 14th October 2020. I have yet to submit my first assignment. This I’ve scheduled for the first week in January. With a bit more effort I should make this deadline with passable coursework under my belt. I don’t feel quite as confident as I recall being this time last year. But it’s a different discipline. Perhaps I’m being too literal in my understanding of what’s required? Perhaps I could be having a little more fun with the process? Perhaps I had similar questions in my head at the start of the Drawing Skills module.
I think that this time next week I will know whether I’ll need to pause to rethink last year’s submission and that it is this which potentially holds me back from progression rather than any lack of ability.
I’ll update this “thinking out loud” blog post next week when I have received my grade for Drawing Skills.








































